jesuschristitsalion: (it's like looking in a mirror)
The day before the battle exam at Dollet, he finds himself sitting on the stage in quad at eleven in the evening. He finds himself drinking a bottle of rumune, his mouth pushing the ball around as a girl comes down the stairs, he sees her and pauses. He turns his head and stares at her, looking slightly annoyed. She waves awkwardly, turns around and disappears out of sight. He's confused, then he looks down at a bag sitting against the unfinished stage.

He sighs, his heart feels an ache of something familiar and he licks his lips, finishing the last traces of his drink. He picks up the bag and take sit to lost and found, he finds himself in the room that night. There's a picture he pulls out from underneath the bed, there's six kids and himself at 8 years old, all hugging and smiling for the camera. There's a little girl with flipped hair and green overalls. He knows exactly who that girl was.

He remembers it like yesterday, being at the Orphanage. He doesn't equip his guardian forces all that often, just long enough to draw magic when out on the field. It doesn't take his memories away quite as much. The pain of remembering is swift and cutting, he hates the way Ellone's arms feel around him in his fantasies, his big sister cuddling him and playing mega blocs with him.

He hates the way Seifer bullies him to light a fire under his ass. The way everyday he asks the question: Remember anything yet, IceFaerie? He pretends he doesn't know Seifer, he's still the asshole he remembers and he wants him buried underneath a pile of bricks after someone demolishes his skull.

He remembers everyone that annoys him, and they all annoy him besides Seifer to be honest because none of them remember. He's alone in this, this desolate place of grief and regrets. He puts the picture back underneath his bed and sleeps.

The next day he passes the first part of the exam with flying colors, it's an easy catch and junction. He meets with Selphie before hand, that's her name. Usually he'd ignore but something about this kind, unassuming girl asks him if he'd show her around, so he does. He hates to admit it, but he watched her walk away. This one he wants to remember, just as much as he wants to find Ellone. She was his comfort after Ellone disappeared, she used to hug him and kiss him on the cheek and share her stuffed caped pickle with her called Super Pickle.

After the close call field exam, where they defeat the giant spider robot. He meets a beautiful woman that night. She is assuming, she assumes he likes what he sees. Truth is, he doesn't at first. She's the type in his opinion back then, that says "I know every man likes me, because I'm pretty. I can melt even the iciest of hearts." This is how a girl like this one thinks. A young man like him thinks; I don't really care. I have my right hand and a box of tissues. The latest issue of Balamb Girl.

He goes with her anyway, to appease her. He admits to himself, the dance is good, he wants to walk away but he stays and he feels his heart constrict. He feels like something dies in the process of being with this raven haired woman. What is it? His need to want anyone else but her. He watches her walk away, and he catches a glimpse of two women in the corner, looking perplexed by this change of heart and events. What just happened? He wonders the same.

Before he talks to Quistis later that night, he has a meeting with Cid Kramer, and his classmate Zell Dincht and his newfound classmate, Selphie Tilmitt. Cid wants him to do this mission for the raven haired girl named Rinoa Heartilly, they want them to work for 5'000 Gil. Squall almost protests, he just made SeeD, he had top marks but he's not a greedy man and he understands the cause. They have to free Timber. He dislikes the idea of his own freedom being taken from him.

Zell is the one who protests, which is a five minute argument from him and a interjection from Selphie. He appreciates Selphie's interjection rather than Zell's whining. Finally Selphie smacks him on the arm, telling him shush. He wonders if Selphie remembers them to feel that friendly in hitting him. Squall ponders as Cid says something surprising: you must protect Rinoa Heartilly to the end of this mission and assassinate her afterward.

Selphie let's out a small gasp, Squall understands his mission, Zell salutes. But Squall Asks: What's the purpose of this? Why? Cid Tells him: Rinoa is a powerful sorceress. She keeps accidentally taking on powers from other sorceresses. She's been doing this since she was a child. Her mother made her.

After the sorceress war, Squall always vowed, he would never go anywhere near another sorceress. He hated them. The next day in Timber, Rinoa is selfish for a resistance leader, she has her own room and everything. Decorated in pinks and whites and golds. There's even a crown over her little headboard. He's flabbergasted by this but decides not to comment.

Rinoa swings into him and he realizes something. This young woman, thinks she can outsmart him. She's not interested in him at all, she acts like he's her soulmate but really, she's thinking of how to outsmart him and kill him before he kills her. Here's the thing about Rinoa and Squall; my Squall had a crush on Selphie at first. The story of Rinoa and Squall is absolutely forced, until...he goes out into space. Let's keep going.

They defeat the thing that's supposed to be Vinzer Deling. Then at the broadcast station, Seifer runs in and gets captured by Sorceress Edea. Rinoa keeps challenging him to think for himself. He's getting angry because he's a good SeeD and he has a mission statement. He's worried about Seifer the whole time, but Selphie and him talk more than his offscreen time suggests. She qualms his fears more than Rinoa, so does Quistis and Zell. He doesn't really voice it too much, but they keep comforting him in a strange way. It annoys him.

They meet up with Irvine, and he's an irritating guy. He tries taking Selphie and Rinoa, which only serves to … he actually is irritated. This guy is here to protect Rinoa. Great, he also has his sights on Selphie. He pretends he doesn't care and walks away.

Selphie rejoins his party and boops him on the nose, running ahead to Deling. He faintly smiles, she gets it he guesses. They get into Deling and they're shown around, how they're going to destroy Sorceress Edea. They get separated from Rinoa, the annoying girl, and he realizes he's worried about her. Without meaning to be. Zell, Selphie and Quistis take care of the first part. The second part, he has to Rescue Rinoa from the top tower from two statues that came to life as lizards. She clings to him and he ignores her, she's like Zell, whiney and scared. At least she admits it. He tells her, she'll be fine. She'll have to stand on her own sometimes, she won't always have her comrades.

She sighs and nods, they walk out together. Irvine fails in his mission to defeat Edea, Squall hijacks a car with Rinoa and Irvine to get on Edea's float. He's crestfallen to see Seifer become a bad guy but a mission is a mission. He decides he won't kill him, because he comes from Balamb but otherwise, he has to be taken down.

The battle with Edea is difficult and Squall gets an ice icicle to the chest, he ends up fall off the float and doesn't remember much more of that. As he lays there dying, he looks up at Rinoa's face, staring quizzical, he realizes she looks like a crying baby. His heart aches and he falls into a deep sleep.

In the prison, he wakes up and wonders how he's alive. His chest should have a gaping hole. It doesn't. Seifer comes in and it's weird, quite weird, he knows now for a fact that Seifer spared him and he spared Seifer. Something about Edea is off. Him and Seifer put on a good show and argue.

By the end of it, they get everyone out of the prison, because Rinoa and Irvine show back up. They separate and truthfully, he wants to go with Selphie, and Zell and Quistis to the missile base and make Irvine take Rinoa back to Garden to do that job but Selphie surprises him, she wants to stand on her own. He stares at her, she winks discreetly and runs off toward the train with Quistis and Irvine. Zell, Rinoa and him head for Balamb instead.

In Balamb, they learn the Garden is mobile. Exciting. Rinoa and him grow closer, his heart starts to melt some. Maybe... she isn't playing around. Maybe she's actually into him. He's not confused, he's not brainwashed but he still doesn't trust a known sorceress. In secret, she kisses him on the cheek, and he feels his face heat up. He scowls and tells her back off. Rinoa scowls back and they separate that night.

In Fisher Man's Horizon, he sees Rinoa and almost falls in love. She is gorgeous, beautiful even, but her face isn't a readable as he'd like. It's like it changed entirely. He sees Selphie in dreams, crying and sobbing. His chest hurts, it's kind of a strange astral projection, he wants to comfort but she cries by herself. He whispers 'Come home.' She looks around, alerted and scared. 'Go away, Squall.' She shivers. 'Go away!' He frowns, wakes up with a start. He puts his head in his hands and cries.

The next day, they have to defeat another robot. He secretly rolls his eyes when he sees it, what's up with these scrap heaps? After the defeat, Selphie, Quistis and Irvine come flying out. His eyes widen a little, his heart jumps in his chest. He looks away and smiles. Quistis and Selphie both run up to him and hug him. He's standoffish but he hasn't been hugged in a long time. He feels warm all over.

Irvine scowls, Squall feels satisfied for some reason. He doesn't like to admit, he does. He sees Rinoa's face, she seems … unappeased. He walks away, and within the week. They have their final battle with Sorceress Edea, who turns out to be Matron. Someone they used to love as children. Rinoa falls into a deep sleep, but Squall.. freaks out about something; she's sleeping to converse with Sorceress Ultemicia. It freaks him straight the heck out. He knows it's his duty to keep tabs on her at all times.

Now he and Seifer have a permanent mental link and they're thinking of how to take down Rinoa in general before Ultemicia becomes a thing. He connects to Selphie, and she's surprised. She runs away more than he does. Next comes Zell. He keeps Rinoa and Quistis out of the loop. Irvine as well. He doesn't trust that guy. During the third disc, they get to Esthar, where Rinoa is studied and it's concluded the only way she can wake up is in space. Squall actually means to seal her in space like Adel, but unfortunate for them, they end up in going to space officially.

Squall admits he's never felt this way before, he's conflicted, but also he has to make it look good in front of the scientist. As he gets into space. he hears Rinoa's thoughts. 'Did I...? Did I make him …? I'll destroy everything if I'm not rescued.' Squall rescues her in time and they get inside a space ship. Inside Rinoa tries to hug him, and he's annoyed. Again. She's an annoying, selfish little princess brat. She ends up sitting in his lap after they defeat eight aliens of color coded soulmates.

He realizes, she knows she dies. But she reveals a secret through her mind '....I have to help fix the world. I'm sorry for manipulating you like this. Usually I'm cunning but I can't die. Selphie is my sister and she practices real witchcraft. I don't need... books or spells. I can just do things.' Squall hugs her then and realizes something, Rinoa isn't doing this to hurt him but rather, help him become a commander. A King as predicted. She also...oddly has a crown on her own. What's her game? She doesn't even need him.

Squall realizes something absolute, he's never been more in love with anyone more in his life. During the song Rinoa cries, she thinks she's going to die and she might. She kisses him on the lips that night, and they make love. In a dream that night, Selphie lays on her side and cries so hard. Squall wakes up with a start and starts crying too. Rinoa wakes up and tries to kiss him. Squall shoves her off and goes to a different cell. They don't talk to each other for the next day.

On Earth, Squall realizes his mission. He still has to kill this manipulative girl. He learned the truth through Selphie's mind; Quistis(Pookie) and Rinoa(Statie) are both witches, not … what Selphie is. Which is part of a higher power. She can bring about the end and rapture if she chooses. In parts as practice. Squall cries even harder in bed that night, he doesn't deserve a crown, at least that's what he thinks.

That night he looks outside the window, watching the stars. 'Train Train, take us away. To a far away land no one knows.' He hears in his head. 'I love you too.' He swallows hard and tells her. 'Do something with me right now?' Selphie he can see through their mental link shakes her head. He says 'Make love to me. This way. Until this is over.' Selphie refuses. She doesn't feel worthy, he realizes.

On Earth Rinoa is almost sealed, then he realizes, she plans on setting space on fire if she doesn't get her way. Then he realizes, Rinoa was a two year old girl at the orphanage that they kept saying was Selphie and Quissy's sister. All she did was cry and demand she get her way. She was unusually mean to Selphie, because Edea made it so. Quistis and her started gaining up on Selphie. By the time Selphie was ten and ready for Garden, she cut off her long luscious locks and Squall knew why; Quistis made her do it.

Squall remembers being the bathroom with her, and frowning. She cried, shrugging her shoulders when he asked; Why did you do it? Selphie smiled, hiccuped and said; I needed a change. Then a week later they're separated, Selphie and Irvine and Rinoa go to Deling, Selphie by herself to Trabia, a cold area, and the rest to Balamb.

In the Lunatic Pandora, he keeps Selphie (Mandy) by his side and Rinoa in the Ragnorok, claiming he can protect her better from there. They go inside, and Seifer is manipulated by Rinoa and he knows it. She puts herself in dangerous situation. She's fused with Adel (Rhonda), and they're forced to attack slowly but surely with physical attacks. Singular junctioned magic spells. They defeat her and his big sister Ellone(Jamie) shows up, she wants to help!

She sends them into the future. Once there, they go to the castle and defeat all the Guardian Forces. Rinoa and Him argue quite a lot, Selphie eventually intervenes and points at the door. 'Get out out, you imbecilic child. We have a mission to do!' Rinoa quiets down, looking angry.

After they defeat Ultemicia, his last party of three Is Selphie, Zell and himself. Together they take out Ultemicia while Selphie heals the party. Unfortunately, as Selphie runs at Squall and goes to kiss him. The world goes white, and they're separated. He hears Selphie during Time Compression. 'Where are you? Where have you gone? Squall? Come on? Let's go!

It's Rinoa that finds him, as she does. He has hear attack and dies. While in suspended death, he hears Selphie in his head. 'Baby, you okay? Okay, you're good. Rinoa didn't expect that.' Rinoa looks at Squall in surprise when he wakes up, and he smiles. "Let's head home."

Before the Party that night, after gratefully seeing Seifer(Cole) alive, Irvine and Seifer hug Rinoa and says something peculiar to her that makes Squall snort a laugh. "You always win, don't you?" Rinoa flipped her hair and said. "Always. You know that, Seify." He left Rinoa and Squall alone. He went to see Selphie, he picked her up and spun her around. "Hey, baby girl!" She punched him on the shoulder. "Hey, big guy. How's it hanging? Short, shriveled and to the left?" Irvine grinned. "let me go hit on Quistis a bit and see if I can distract."

Selphie grins and punches the air. "We got this." Squall watches in amusement and blows her a kiss when she sees him. She blushes and looks away with a smile. The party goes on, Selphie gets angry at Irvine for being serious with Quistis but not because she wants him, Squall realizes, but because Quistis is shallow and surely, she has better things to do than fuck a man she has nothing in common with... unless she pretends to.

Selphie is disgusted at the amount of hotdogs Zell(Mike Bell) eats and she tells him from across the room. 'Sthap. No more. Those things are gross. Try veggie pizza!' As Squall and Rinoa stand outside. Selphie watches as the stars sparkle. She tells Squall telepathically 'Run inside and lock the doors after you pray.' Squall turns to Quistis and smiles, as she points up at the sky. Squall leans in, pushes her and runs inside and locks the doors behind her.

Seifer pushes Rinoa into the balcony at the same time, he runs inside. They scream and cry together as Squall and Seifer break into a laugh. Selphie hugs both around the neck, knocking their heads together. 'WHY ARE ALL THE STARS GONE?' Quistis yells. Selphie goes to the window and looks out. She opens the balcony doors and goes to sit in a chair and ends up crossing her legs and staring up. "There's one left." Rinoa turns to her with a scowl. "Where? I don't see it!"

Selphie tips her brother's cowboy hat. "Oh, I see it. It's the north star. Bye Rinoa, head on home now. Okay?" She gets up and walks back inside, sashaying her hips purposely. "I'm so jealous, you're right." She looks back with a look of amusement and fingerguns. Squall crosses his arms and kisses Selphie on the forehead. "Good Job. Mission Complete."

Rinoa stomps out, Quistis glares and everyone celebrates. Sarah the library girl, even joins in. Xu too, Nida comes next and the party is a success.

POST-GAME
That night, Squall and Selphie sit in the quad, sharing sandwiches and talking about the events they had gone through. An explosion rocks the Garden, and they hear screams and cries outside...…

The last thing Squall remembers is something he doesn't want to. Selphie being taken prisoner. He wakes up in a different world, grizzled, bearded, and angry. So angry he hurts inside. His chest aches as his hair has gotten longer, and he remembers Selphie crying out to him. His memories are unclear, but he knows if he doesn't find Selphie in time, they die. She dies. That everyone fucking dies. It's not going to work with anyone else but her and he doesn't want it to.

Please, let Squall find Selphie. *SCOWLS.* STOP THIS. YOU'RE NOT SELPHIE. YOU'RE QUISTIS.

YOU TOO, YOU MAY BE RINOA, BUT YOU'RE A CRAZY ASS SATANTIC WHORE.

=/ So is your mother. Edea. My mother is Cid Kramer, stop brainwashing her.

They're trapping me here to see if they need God and Jesus. =(…
jesuschristitsalion: (one feather? bitch I deserve several)
BASICS

Nicknames: Squall [...Squally? *shoots brains out*]
D.O.B: August 22
Sun Sign: Leo/Virgo
Moon Sign: Pisces
Sexuality: Demisexual
Nationality: Trabian, Centra and Winhill
Romantic Alignment: Demiromantic to a point, easier to fall in love with women, harder to fall to allow himself to fall in love with a man or at least admit it.
Gender: transmale
Occupation: In his world - he's capable of being a mercenary, in another world he'd be a jack of all trades or mercenary or even a psychologist of sorts for the military/SeeD.
Education: Garden education equivalent of a highschool Diploma, also a junctioning and fighting one. Sharp edged brain and able to pick up on new routines and attacks/magics easily. He's a strategic thinker.
Religion: Agnostic
Places: The Beach, Winhill, Dollet, Timber, and Fisher's Horizon. Esthar was too weird, and Galbadia was too fucking strange for his own taste. It's a time of dictatorship, he hates dictators.

RELATIONSHIPS
Parents: Laguna Loire (Alive) Raine Loire (deceased), Edea Kramer was actually Squall's mom or at least that's what she jokes, while she cared for Laguna during the sorceress war. To be honest, she slept with Ward, Laguna and even Kiros a few times because she was lonely and researching in Centra/Hiding because of Adel. They protected her during this time, as assigned by Vinzer Deling.
Half-Siblings: The orphanage gang...except Irvine and Selphie are random kids from his Edea and Cid knowledge [Headcanon, sorry] Rinoa Heartilly (suspected), Ellone Loire [Makes sense]

Friends: Orphanage Gang + Rinoa, Xu, Nida, Ma Dincht, Seifer Almasy and a few other people
Crushes: Selphie Tilmitt, Seifer Almasy [Hates admitting it]
Past Romantic Entanglements: Rinoa Heartilly [No.]
Current Romantic Entanglements: Loves from a distance, leave me alone unless I fucking approach or at least save you from space.

APPEARANCE
Height: 5'8
Weight: 150 + lean muscle
Hair: dark or chocolate brown, windswept and kept clean yet a bit long
Eyes: Storm blue
Piercings: Ears [just studs, sometimes a dangling earring + earring]
Tattoos: let me look up stuff.
Clothing style: Japanese style men's clothes when not in his SeeD uniform. Usually boots, sneakers. a necklace with a lion's ring.

VISUALS
Voice: A deep but soft alto bordering on a little husky
Mannerism: face palming, rubbing the back of his neck, pursing his lips when angry or upset, putting a finger to lips when thinking, running a hand through his hair, drumming on surfaces, even on thighs out of boredom
Demeanor: withdrawn, but has learned to speak up and voice his opinions when necessary. When warmed up, he tends to smile more, joke more often and even allow himself to be hugged. For people he really cares about, he'll offer random hugs and forehead/cheek kisses, mostly to women.



The only guy he kisses on the forehead is Irvine, it's a long story. He tried with Zell, and Zell freaked out and wanted to maim him. He once jokingly punched Seifer in the cheek and licked it. Seifer pretended to puke. He decided not to do it again.

PERSONALITY
Dreams and Goals: Be a world traveler, learn an instrument, finish his custom gunblade design [note; make it lighter, easier to wield]
Personal Fantasy: To cuddle without getting overwhelmed with sensitivities.
Fears: Sex and Intimacy, dying old and in a hospital bed, being overpowered, being raped anally (nope, stop, I don't do those plots)
Things he dislikes heavily and four things he hates: he hates abuse, she hates when Galbadia was a world power, he dislikes dishonesty but will lie If necessary, dislikes hotdogs but feels inclined to eat them, dislikes powdered milk but it's a military school, what do you expect? He also heavily dislikes drugs or even smoking weed, but he'll drink alcohol on when the mood strikes him.
A few words to describe Squall: Intelligent, Strategic, and more profound than he gives himself credit for. He also absolutely knows he knows nothing, but the universe knows all.
Romantic Style: He's insecure and awkward, he wants to be close to those he cares about romantically but he'll be avoidant, backwards, and hiding in his room if they're around. He gets lost in his thoughts, eventually, he tries to get close to them after his brain can't handle it for much longer. there's this driving itch for him to be with someone and he has to be with them.

He won't have sex, unless he's sure the other person is certain. He lives by these rules that he doesn't have to be like the rest of the world, that he can be himself. He has a hard time adjusting to peer pressure, and being told he should be like everyone else. But at the end of the day, he's bringing you, something he made by hand. Which he learned from Zell Dincht. Secondly, there will be salt water taffy and rose petal chocolate. Both a good combination. Everyone thinks he's a shitty boyfriend, but he's actually a sweetheart if he can get past his insecurities.

Friendship Style: His bestfriends don't even realize they are considered his besties, until something comes up with a soft utterance, and an embarrassed smile in person. He's usually worried he isn't worthy of anyone's love, but as it turns out plenty of people love him for him and he's okay with that, even though it's overwhelming and he wants solitude. 'Society is fatal, but solitude is impractical.' He's loyal, kind to them and has a easier time imparting words and gifts to them than a love interest.

Turn ons: Lean and Tall Men, cute short girls, brunettes, raven haired, blondes, spicy colognes, watery colognes, long legs, flowery scents, fruity scents, shampoo or apple shampoo
Turn-offs: bad smells?, burley and overly muscular men, red heads,
Food: veggie dishes, fruit bar popsicles, strawberry and vanilla ice cream mixed, seafoods like fish, shrimp and clams, ramen, most fruit including pears, Asian and regular, oranges, limes, raspberries, black berries and blueberries, soup beans with chicken broth base, rigatoni and squash with robust sauce, vegetarian sauce, vanilla wafers, honey roasted peanuts, Asian cuisine
Drink: coffee black with sugar, fruit flavored waters, (hates drinking normal
water >.o), 100% unsweetened fruit juices
Alcoholic Drinks: caramel toasted black velvet, dislikes white wine, except potentially a acidic wine that's a deep red bone but still acidity, starburst grey goose mixed (Put it in a blender mix it up, until it becomes a smoothie with fruit included and crushed ice), doesn't like dark liquor, likes lighter ones
Hobbies: boxing and metal woodshop, training with his gunblade, reading books
Past-times: video games, movie watching, going for walks, traveling as a mercenary
Animals: lions, birds, bulls, deer, little cats and big cats, wolves, snakes, frogs, reptiles
Season: fall and spring. He hates to sweat.
Scents: Apple and Strawberry Shampoo, Citrusey shampoos, Rained on earth, funnel cake, peanut butter cookies, men's cologne, women's perfume, lotion scents, clean body odor, cinnamon, campfire smells like smoked wood, lilies and sunflowers
Music: Maelstorm (Enigma like), Indie and Rock and Roll, Sensual Sounds, Ambient and Instrumentals, Forgein Music
Sports: Martial arts competitions,
Movies: Kung-fu Movies, Forgein Films,
Video Games: Tetris, Pacman, Boxing games, Pingpong, war games and espionage games

PSYCHOLOGICAL ISSUES
Good Habits: Washing hands before and after meals, taking regular baths, good hair hygiene, and teeth brushing, clipping nails and fingernails regularly.
Bad Habits: Chewing on nails without gloves on, chewing on gloves when bored, smoking
Mental Health: He has obsessive compulsive kinda thoughts, that he combats with medication. His thinking just won't stop.
Traumas:
Sexual - He won't discuss.
Physical - Bullying in school and at the orphanage
Mental - Fucked with and abused by Ultemicia.

THE FIGHT
Limit Break: Renezekon
Weapon: Gunblade - Punishment but working on custom upgrade
Skills: Martial arts and gunblade training
HEADCANONS:


1. Seifer and him make fun of Zell discreetly, when Zell gets nerve wrecking. Truthfully, they both love the little firecracker, but he acts like he knows everything, when he knows nothing. As Squall always philososizes.

2. He's had a crush on Seifer since he was 14. It annoyed him at first, wondering how that happened but he realized something, Seifer did nothing but bug and annoy him a little too much and he wanted to kick his ass everytime he saw him, but instead with a vengeance, he ignored him until they were both fighting. No one else cared enough to light a fire under his ass.

3. Him and Rinoa are actually half brother and sister. They're constantly being told they should take a DNA test, but they refused to. They still don't want to know.

THE DETAILS:
Name: Lea
Age: 21+
Timezone: EST
Contact: navigationskies@gmail.com
Discord: Mars#9455

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